As I was sitting here looking over the 3-5 year plan
for Corey’s Sound Foundation for Autism, I got really excited. The vision for
the foundation is HUGE! We’re talking adult daycare, summer camp, therapy
sessions, family support group, parent support group, sibling support group, programs
for autism siblings and the list goes on.
I’m grinning at this vision like a Cheshire cat.
Then fear begins to infiltrate my thoughts and strike up a conversation: “What
makes you think you can do something like this? Something on this
magnitude? It’s way too big! You can’t
even raise the funds needed to become a 501C3! And who’s to say that if by
chance you do get the 501C3 status that there will be grant money or any money
out there for you? What will make your foundation standout amongst the rest? What
will make families want to trust this unknown, inexperienced organization?
Think about it, you don’t have any support. You’re the only one passionate
about this. Let this dream go and allow those
organizations that are already established and doing quite well handle this.”
*sigh* I will not lie. I thought about what fear said,
especially the part about not being able to raise the money needed to become a
501C3. I also thought about those who I asked to help and those who offered to
help but they didn’t come through. I even thought about those already
established organizations and how they have a pretty significant presence in
the autism world. My Cheshire grin began to disappear.
Then who comes bouncing into the room laughing
hysterically? My Corey Man! And all the
reasons why the foundation was started to begin with tackled me like a 350lb
defensive back. I’m looking at this vision plan, grinning once again like a Cheshire cat. And my response to fear and doubt is, “I CAN
and I WILL do this thing here because Christ not only strengthens me but He also got
my back! Don't believe me? Just watch!”
Now I’m eagerly preparing for our next fundraiser, looking
for office space and humming the chorus
of a song from Mary Mary: “I just can’t give up now! I’ve come to far from
where I started from. Nobody told me that the road would be easy and I don’t
believe He brought me this far to leave me!”